*THE MAN PEED IN WALMART!!!!*
Dec 9, 2018
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GzNeEL0bGao

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good afternoon I hope you guys are
having a wonderful Saturday I had a
pretty pretty productive day
for the most part my mom came over which
was nice she got to visit for a little
bit she can get to stay as long as I was
hoping but I was expecting her not to
because she woke up this morning to snow
on the ground where she lives and she
has to go over a pass and stuff and they
can get really slippery and there's a
lot of deer and elk out right now and so
she was having a hard time coming I mean
she she made it down but it was a little
bit slick she sat at times so she came
and brought me a whole bunch of goodies
of things that she got from a friend of
hers and that was a nice Oh a lot of
crafting stuff that I'll be able to
put in with like mighty highways and fun
things like that so that was really fun
and let's see the kids a couple of
little things s right it's not feeling
good she woke up this morning with
pretty nasty cold very cranky very
cranky which kind of tends to kind of
tell me that the other last couple of
days she hasn't been very very happy
little girl so that is probably why
because she was getting sick so she and
I both lay down today a cow on my chair
and I took a nap and so did she which is
like the first in a long time for me but
I was just
it was tired I was really tired so I
took a little snooze until there so now
she's s was up playing around with the
kids and playing with her backpack her
granddaughter and I am on my way to
Walmart because yesterday I bought it
was a makeup bag but I bought it to put
in to put some of my business stuff in
and I go home and it didn't fit what I
was needing to fit so I'm gonna take
that back tomorrow I don't plug taking
it back tonight after the bulgarians I
will go into both stores I'm just like
so I am just gonna go to
Walmart's and go look and see if they
have what I'm looking for
if not I have something that could
typically work percent what I want but
it's okay so
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so she had to stop at Jiffy Lube on her
way out to have them change her light
for her headlight because one of them
was out and so she's been well she's for
the last couple of days she's been
driving with just one headlight but she
was like home with one headlight and she
said go to the grocery store before she
could head up because where they live is
kind of like if you're familiar with a
round organ and stuff she lives up by
Detroit Lake which is a very well-known
lake here and orchid a lot of people go
up there during the summertime and do
camping and fishing it's a big thing for
fishing and plus the dam is up there so
she lives up in I Deanna which is about
15 minutes tops out of Detroit so it's
not very far but weather during winter
can get pretty
ferocious and there's a lot of accidents
highways so she only having one
headlight but she had to stop at the
grocery store because that's what I was
getting to where they live there isn't
like grocery stores there's no Wal Mart
there's not a badge they have to come in
to Salem or Staton which is a city but
for seasonal Salem to do like grocery
shopping and that type of stuff so and I
don't know if they pass out Walmart to
be honest I'm pretty sure they do but I
don't know never asked her
so anyways she was gonna go to a grocery
store on her way out left him to come
back home so she just freeze up and gets
on my mic call me when you get o a baby
like stomach anyways I hope you guys are
having a wonderful day I like I said
I've just been
chillin I did my way in and I won't let
you to know what that is I'm banging the
pan which I actually seriously you guys
I thought I was gonna gain this week
like I just felt like I was gonna gain
because I just felt heavy but oh so it's
a total of 68 pounds so far that I have
lost which you know yes it's only a
pound but you know when I'll take a
pound because I thought I was gonna gain
so I was excited I was excited when I
seen that number and I told you guys I
knew aunt aunt Ayano he was going to be
this yes she made her debut she came
around the corner and she showed up just
a little bit ago about 10 minutes ago
so that probably did not play a big
helping in my way in this week but you
I'm a woman there nots what happens so
anyways I'll take I'll take a pound out
because hey always like who went out of
hand that's one pound closer to your
goal you've got a month I'm like honey I
really don't have even a month I'm like
do you realize what the date is today
I'm like I gotta kick some serious a
boot day so I am yeah
I've gotta step my game up and I gotta
step my game up hard to get this old mat
to you guys I'm like I can't tell myself
can do it you can do it you can do it a
me you could do it so yeah I definitely
you definitely need to step up my game
because I do really really really really
really need to hit my goal so I am
hoping hoping someone's nice enough to
let me in here they're gonna help here
thank you
are you really not gonna let me in or
what told you guys I love in Salem gosh
look you take two seconds out of their
date anyways darn it I let her in and
she took my time anyways but uh yeah so
I'm gonna kick some bootay this week you
guys I got to do this
so so it's gonna happen ollie is making
tomorrow it's called Hawaii Egyptian
mill but it's like the best way that I
can describe it it's almost like an
Egyptian hamburger but you make your own
bread so he's making the bread tonight
but you a bake your own bread and then
you stuff it with hamburger
but I told him that how do you think
yeah burger meat part of it
but I won't eat the bread just because I
really really really really need to like
I said I need to kick some tail this
next couple of weeks because I've got a
serious goal that I am matching to win
you guys I want to be a hundred pounds
down by January 1st like it has got to
happen it has to happen so there's no
reason not to but it's really I mean
we're coming down to nits and grits
because I'm even know what the date is
today you guys are fine screaming right
now but I can't hear you and I don't
have my there's a way to have a calendar
on my radio my stereo it is ok it's the
8 so I have one two three I have three
weeks you guys who I don't know if I'm
gonna be able to do it you guys because
that means I'd have to lose ten pounds a
week for the next three weeks
I know but you know what I'm gonna give
it my all
that's all I can do I'm not gonna hurt
myself over it though like you know I'm
not gonna starve myself or work out to
the point of like you're not being smart
so I don't know we'll see I'm doing my
best that's all I can do and you know I
I know in the last since July 11th 2018
when I took the song that I was gonna
lose I have done remarkable and I have
I'm really excited to share with you
guys video that I'm putting together but
you guys won't get to see it until my
six-month mark which will be Jalloh
maybe I'll do it January 1st since
that's when my
thing is but anyways oh I'm gonna hit me
from the back
maybe I mean anyways I am putting a clip
together of a screen like how do you say
it
I'm a screenshot a oh my gosh I can't
think of the name of it but where you
know you could see pictures so I'm it
did every month I did from one month to
the next month next month the next month
of my progression pictures and so it's
awesome to look at it though because now
it's like I see the pictures and I'm
just like wow what a big big difference
but I you know I still don't fill it
like okay let me rephrase that I feel it
in the sense that I can walk in stuff
like my mom today she was like wow she's
like here eating around so well she's
like dang the last time I seen you you
were just having a hard time getting you
know up and down from the chair to you
know maneuver she's like now you're like
climbing on beds and chasing the kids
and I'm like yeah that's kind of what
happens when you lose 68 pounds
but you know it makes it does make a big
difference in your body but I don't see
it I guess that's what I'm trying to say
not not that I don't feel it I feel it
but I don't see it I still see myself
just as fat as I did the day that I
started my prom my journey and sometimes
that's hard because in a way it's kind
of taunting a little bit because it's
like you know you get a little bit
frustrated if you're not able to see it
yourself the progression it kind of
gives you that thought of am i doing
enough to make a dent in what I you know
what I even my my looks are you know and
I'm not doing this journey for my oh by
my looks for anything but just being
able to you
my my biggest and securities is my
double chin you know that isn't one of
my huge is insecurities I hate my double
chin for all that it's worth I hate it
and I'll be the first thing that will be
chopped off and my stomach on the bottom
is another insecurity of mine which I've
come to accept it more and I think
because it's you know I'm starting to
realize that it's you know it's not
gonna always be a part of me it's gonna
be a part of me from now because this is
who I created because of my relationship
with food and my you know struggle with
physical you know being physically
active and stuff so I mean I created
this and I have to accept that because
it's Who I am
but it doesn't mean that I have to hang
on to these things for life but I have
to get to a point because my mom had
made a comment today cuz she said well
let me see how you look so I stood up
and I was like fun posing for her you
know just joking around she's like you
just need to get that part cut off which
it you know I do I really want to get
rid of that it kind of hurt my feelings
just a little bit because I just like
you know I wish that you could see all
the progress that I've made rather than
just point out that one
thing that kind of is something I
already have my problems with so that
kind of triggered a little bit like you
know but it's okay you know not
everybody it's not like she was being
mean about it I just you know sometimes
I don't think people realize you know
that a common can really send somebody
back he isn't gonna set me back no I
would never allow it to do that
but had I not been in the shoes that I'm
in now it could have it could have been
like damn you know she noticed my
stomach has still there so why am I even
trying and I would go and eat multiple
cookies to make up for that filling I'm
just feeling like well you know but you
know it is what it is like I said she
didn't mean to say it I just wished that
instead I would have heard oh my god you
look so good
you were so beautiful good job you I
mean I could totally tell you're just
doing amazing Amy but it's all right you
know everybody everybody has their
opinion and everybody can see what they
feel and that's totally acceptable
that's part of being a human but so I am
gonna go into a Walmart
and look for that bag it's the biggest
thing I don't know if I'm gonna be able
to walk you guys for very long because
one being on my period and my cramping
on my back because I always get back
cramps which I've already started that's
why I took some typing program before I
even left because that's why I knew I
knew us and start today because I
started having my back cramps so
depending how busy Walmart is if they
will even have any speakers I don't know
I don't know if I'm if I really want to
get into one I might just say forget it
and just walk it anyways but anyways if
I go into spittle long rant I don't know
how long I'm gonna be in Walmart it
might be just a quick round but if it's
not too busy into chaos and I have my
like a motor car I'll check in with you
guys but if I don't and I have to walk
I'm probably not gonna check in with you
guys
just because it will it will get
overwhelming for me to be trying to talk
and do all that but either way
Plus because it's Saturday I think
that's the other thing um but either way
I will try and check in with you guys
either way I will check in with you guys
at some given point whether it's after I
get out the store or while I'm in the
store but I'll check in with you at some
point yes you guys I found a cart thank
God that way I could just kind of walk
around and just enjoy myself and just
enjoy myself
so anyways yes I did find a cart but one
thing you just don't want to do is be on
your phone screwing around and run into
the person next to you in front of you
because I thought his wife was gonna
like beat me down I'm like bears even of
course I'm like there could never just
be not a dull moment in my life like
seriously anyways I am actually just
came into Walmart look at that in 2016
know how much it is so cute
2016 97 yeah
it's cowl-neck
it's the tear in sky I just wanna know
if that type of neck would bug me Mom
but being worth just putting it in the
carton looking it's a shame what they've
gone oh my gosh look at that and that's
all like vibrant and it's only 14 my
camera's not picking up very well in the
store 1497 they've got like the spray
wand they have the red one they've got
black which I have all those quarters
but I don't actually have a red black or
the red it's very fun and festive
look at these these are pretty pretty I
don't think I would fit in these just
yet
but they're very fun looking one day one
day I will forget though which is fine
anyways okay I'm gonna go and look at
the pajama section and see if they've
got anything fun in there I'm just
trying to see I have not found a bag yet
but y'know it's
I don't know if I'm gonna be able to
find one or not I'm looking at I am
definitely looking I mean no not yet
I'm in the bass section right now
anyways
but I love these little plants anyways
I'm just kind of killing time because my
husband told me go kill time
go do something go get a break so I'm
like okay and I was typically looking
for a bag to put my book and stuff in
which you guys are gonna see all that
but right now it has my business go
myself
yeah not really sure just yet I can't
wait though
so Assad
I've got about looking in a diaper bag
section really quick just to see
I think I think
there are plenty of slippers
they've changed everything around in
Walmart so much I don't even know where
everything's on anyone I'm just like
driving around ok so I ended up putting
back a bunch of this stuff because they
said I did but I really didn't but I did
get a great jacket um I did get
very cute all right so I did get those
but yeah soon drive myself
and now I'm gonna go
I've dinner because I'm pretty sure
Ollie got dinner started
so anyhoo I will check in with you guys
when I get into the car
thank you
guys can you see that he's walking it is
like literally 30 degrees he has no
shirt on he is just like literally
walking around I don't know what he's
doing
like hello dude it's freezing out and
you've got no shirt on clearly it is 41
degrees and this guy is walking around
with no shirt let's lock the doors he
has got to be
something wrong with them because now
he's acting like the Statue of Liberty
right well okay so I thought just I
didn't find a bag I ended up putting the
backpack that I was gonna get because
there was just the bags that the bad guy
was going to get technically I already
have one like almost similar to it so
it's kind of like why am I gonna go and
buy one of those when I already have one
at home if that's what I'm gonna use
and that really was kind of like what I
don't know I don't know what I was
trying to accomplish but it makes me
think do I go back in there and just get
the purse that I was I want to go back
in and just get it
what do I do I think I'm gonna go in and
get it I think I'm okay cannot believe I
did this so I'm just gonna go in really
quick grab this and then come right back
out so I'm gonna put my phone down just
so I can do this quickly and then come
right back out I did that a rookie
record time of five minutes
I ran in and I ran out I have never I
don't ever been in a store that fast I
think I was like didn't you just leave
us like yes but I love you guys so much
you come back
whoa gnarly so what did I go back for
lets me show you so
oh just really hesitating cuz I was like
eh you know I mean I have bags like this
but no one that is particularly like
this so I went ahead and got it because
it's not gonna hurt anything that I mean
to have one that technically gonna be of
the better fit
who what I'm looking for it's this purse
oh no and he dished
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I don't feel like coming back in but
you guys that means I have to go back in
I'm gonna scream I am literally going to
flip in scream okay hold on you guys I'm
gonna have to go back in we did not
realize that this thing had a clamp on
it you guys so you would see
hold on okay guys I am officially out of
breath there would have never been a day
six months ago that a I would have even
went back in this store to get the purse
that I forgot B go back to the store
because we forgot to take the tag thing
I when I stand I contemplate it was like
you see this all that home but I don't
want to rip the bag in someone what's
the point in that you know right here
from the store might as well do it
anyways here is the purse let's show it
to you again this time we'll show it to
you ya know how the tags on it but just
has little compartments has a nice place
to be able to put like my wallet my pens
and stuff nice place to put my business
book it's really it is really gonna be a
nice one so I'm glad I did go back and
get it in the midst of all of that
there's a ton of chaos going around old
the guy that I was showing you guys that
he was walking around no shirt on
apparently he's been causing a little
bit of stir up here for I don't know how
long I was in store at some point while
he was starting it so he was starting I
has to cause some racket wolf anyways he
just so happened to be in the store and
pulls their pants down whip it out and
start peeing
on the floor in the store with all of us
customers standing around all that was a
sight to see
no I didn't get home one time my camera
put away and that's when I needed to be
volume well I didn't miss it
unfortunately but y'all missed it but
yeah that was a so apparently they are
in the process yep calling the cops the
cops right in front of me he is on his
way there now he is behind horses
there's something up with that guy I'm
sure he's probably got to be higher
something but he's um
not acting normal that's for sure and to
be whipping it out and peeing everywhere
I think that was very smart move not to
any of us
hi shirt in the world didn't need to see
that so I mean I know that you can get
indecent exposure for public so anyways
so I didn't check him as much at the
store as I was planning to but I just
got busy like looking and kind of
repeated places in the store like couple
times like circled around one because I
was just I was looking for that bag
there was a really nice black tote one
and it was really pretty it was 26 bucks
and I'm just like and it was fairly big
and I don't have I don't have a problem
with big but it was almost too big so I
looked in the Travel section because I
was thinking well you know maybe maybe I
could find something not you know would
work with like a duffel bag not a duffel
bag but like a token dove but they
didn't really have anything not in the
not in the sections that I was looking
in then I looked in the makeup section
and all their makeup purses were just
like
not anything that I would care to use so
I was just like and then I looked in the
purse section but even their boomer just
really doesn't have a big selection of
purses and generally anyways I think so
anywho but they just said I don't even
have much of a person my guys just
looking I'm just like brilliant
so I ended up getting this purse and I
do really like it that's why I was
really contemplating because I have a
couple toe purses but they don't close
they don't zip and they don't really
have like any nice like compartments
that you can put like anything else well
I need something I can put my pins you
know my my planner and things like that
so and I think I might even use my
tablet to do like my business inquiries
and stuff I'm thinking
I'm debating I don't know 400% what I'm
gonna do there again but we shall see
what all is gonna happen but I do have
to say I do like that person that's why
I went back and got it because it is
something different I don't have that
color I don't have any girlfriend so
it's nice and it's different for my
business stuff like I got held up at the
store I'll tell you why in a minute
so anyways it will be nice because it's
something different I don't have
anything of those you know purses and
stuff so it will be definitely something
that I can use strictly for my business
stuff and then I'm just gonna carry my
wallet and stuff in there which will
make it nice and then I'll be able to
also carry my vlog stick so I am tonight
hurry
it is busy tonight oh you know what I
bet you it's a lot of like company
holiday parties and stuff anyways
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anyways tomorrow always gonna he's
working tomorrow so me and the kiddos
are gonna be home but I'm thinking oh I
know what I said tell you guys what I'm
having for dinner but I'll tell you guys
a minute I'm thinking of maybe baking
cookies with the kids I just don't know
if I have M&Ms are in Minsk chocolate
chip so I have to look
I have to look and see if I have
chocolate chips but I was thinking about
making cookies with the kids I'm gonna
do something fun with them but anyways
back to what we were talking about but
my dinner
so tonight since tonight is my way and
night and I do allow myself a little bit
of something
splurge II I guess you'd call it not
really because I can eat it at any given
time but it's not typically something I
would eat like one but I am I am going
to have chili dogs so anyways you guys I
am going to be getting home here fairly
shortly so I'm gonna close my hog I hope
you guys enjoyed I know it was a very
short one today but some days it's just
it's not you know it is that and I can't
help it but I hope you guys are still
enjoying as much as I can push it out
but tomorrow hopefully I'll have
something kind of to do that I can keep
you guys entertained so anyways I hope
you guys enjoyed my blog today and I
hope you guys had a wonderful wonderful
day and have a great Sunday I will check
in with you guys tomorrow bright and
shiny in the morning until then you guys
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